I feel great
Do not know why
Maybe because I felt her close
So close to take her and smell her aroma
So close my eyes glanced with such beauty
So close her hair glowed of tenderness
So close that her lips looked as scrumptious as life
So close I would tell her
I Love you with all my heart
The first time I have touched
The softness of such exquisite skin
With thy beauty of copper Indian color
The smooth features of such body
The taste of her delicious nectar
The kiss that started the tickle
So much passion
So much energy
The loved flowed
Like the wind on her face
The small digits of her hands
So feminine, small and sensitive
The smoothness
On the arms of such being
The flavor of her body
The sweat of her breast
The swing of her hips
The love of her mind
The person who she is
The one she wants to be
The one that I love
Life will not be the same,
Cannot talk with thee,
Wanting to see you smile,
Not knowing if you will respond.
Wanting to see the sunshine of your eyes,
You might not look at mines.
Wanting to smell your sweet fragrance,
Knowing, I cannot get close to you.
Wanting to feel your soft skin,
Knowing, I cannot touch you.
Why is life so unfair?
When only a little
Why is this pain in my chest?
When wanting to be close to her breast
Why is my life always controlled?
When wanting to be free
Why is this feeling in my heart so big?
Because, I have found the love of a life time
When I met you I was scared,
Thrilled with such beauty in front of my eyes,
I felt so blurred...
That I just wanted to purr,
Your spontaneous reactions towards my person,
Kept shocking me...
I felt a great connection when I actually let loose of that fear,
That suddenly everything became so dear...
When we first let loose of the spark,
It just ignited the heart that was off for so long,
It all felt wrong...
But then when I suddenly noticed,
What really came up to me?
It was what I have desired all my life...
A smart,
Beautiful,
Brilliant,
Spiritual,
Energetic,
Exquisite,
Determined,
And cannot forget...
Sweetheart,
Sensible,
Caring,
Wonderful woman and
The greatest woman that I have known,
I thought that I would never feel this way,
Ever since I had my first deception in my life
But I have found you
My Love!
I’ve seen you again
I have to stay quiet
I’ve seen you once more
I had to leave
To not feel this burn
Seeing you with someone else
Wanting to be with you
I've seen you again
I ask myself “Are you happy?”
Does your heart feel something for me?
Have you completely forgotten me?
Are you acting like that to be o.k. ?
What is it that you want?
I’ve seen you again
You have not seen me
You have not thought of me
You have not stayed quiet
You have forgotten me
My love I am here
I am here waiting for you!
Thou juicy lips
Thou thrustful figure
Thy careative soul
Weary for power
Desiring thy wondrous life
Thou gorgeous eyes
Crying for admiration
Wanting recognition
Possessing thy every thought
Thy withering rain of love
Why do thee feel me?
With such passion that can
Only be held by the devil himself while
The sins of our past
Following our every desire
Caring for the best of thy righteous
Bodies just a mechanism of use
Not as profound as thy spirits life
Love thee I shall
Till eternity stops existing
As for your love shall be cherished through
The writings of thy weary soul
Love me I implore!
I have known you for long
We have been through good times
Of course, through bad times
I have loved you not just once
But, since I knew who you were
You have been in my past
You have been in my present
Now I have noticed you will be in my future
With these words all I want you to know
that I really do love you!
My dear love
How I wither
Through the nights
Waiting to feel your warmth
Expecting that thy lonesome soul
Be redeemed of each terror
Hoping that when the rays of light
Walk through your path
Thy soul be rejoiced of happiness
My dear love
How I wither
Through the nights
Knowing that thy path
Has been blocked
By the everyday of life
My dear love
How I wither
Through the nights
In which I still miss you!
Wanting to smell your morning scent
Hoping to hold you in my weary arms
As my soul so weak
My heart so full of pain
My dear love how I wither
Through the nights
When I awake
And thy love be still
As the scent of this world.
In this moment of my life,
I have chosen three things,
Three things to keep me alive...
Two are the things that give me meaning for life,
The third is what makes me believe in love.
My two children give me meaning to exist,
The third is you my love.
Today in the way we were was stupendous,
Feeling you in every way,
The deep kisses that had drunken me...
In such ecstasy,
Your beautiful body in all its grace...
Though of what happened,
I felt you so far away...
It was my entire fault,
I felt so stupid and so rejected,
I couldn't do anything,
The way you got scared of me,
It was your right to get that way...
I cannot judge you for that,
Don’t push me away...
I promise to make things better...
I just can’t do anything...
I put you again in a position,
A position that I never wanted to put you...
I know I can’t do anything to make things better,
I am so sorry of everything...
In what you felt...
In how you got...
I know that we must keep a distance.
But I must tell you...
You are the most magnificent being,
That has touched my soul...
My love to you has grown..
Into a fruitful tree...
I would do the impossible for you,
I love you with all my heart,
I give you...
My soul,
My life,
My universe,
Regardless with someone else...
She shall never take your place,
I feel responsible for many things that I have done towards you,
It has never been my intention to do certain things...
I am sorry for everything.
Also I thank you for what you have given me,
A new reason to believe in...
Believe in that one I can love!
Love with all the energy of this world,
The way I Love you!
Last night I dram of us together,
Together like two souls in one…
My lips kissing…
Your gorgeous hips,
Your breast,
Close to my chest…
Your legs…
Wrapped around my waist,
Your extraordinary eyes…
Connected with mines,
In this eternal haven!
It was a lustful dream,
It made me cry…
Cry, because it was just a dream!
The lustful desires...
that will never be fulfilled,
the eternal abyss...
that never takes desires away,
the lifeful greatness that GOD,
In my life I’ve lost you,
Two times...
I’ve lost you my love.
Once for my stupidities,
That which I am not proud of,
Nor ashamed of,
Twice because of our ignorance...
Trying to prove one another wrong,
Yes, we were absolutely wrong.
But, now I don’t want to lose you,
No, not a third time...
Life has given us chances,
That we have never taken advantage of,
But, it is different now,
I know what my heart wants...
It has your name tattooed,
I only want you...
I always wanted you.
I have seen you laugh,
I wish it could be with me,
I have seen you cry,
I would hug you till you dry,
I am scared of losing you...
I am scared of you not loving me...
I am frightened you will forget me...
I am terrified you will not remember me...
I am horrified if you will not look for me...
I am just mad I cannot talk to you,
I just want to be with you,
I just want to love you.
There is an interior burn in my heart
That I cannot explain
Every time I am with you
I feel like I was in heaven
You are that person
That person that make me feel special
Because you are so grateful for me
You are my guardian angel
Wanting to guard my soul
Me wanting to guard everything of you
One more day in which my tears have fallen,
Fallen just thinking in you...
One more day that I smiled,
Smiled because I have seen you,
One more day that I have screamed...
Screamed because I want to be close to you,
One more day in which I have laughed...
Laughed because you have talked to me,
One more day that I have sobbed...
Sobbed because I have not felt you,
One more day in which I have loved...
Loved because I have you.
The smile of your face,
Is full of grace...
The look of your eyes,
Is a wonderful prize,
The skin on your body,
Is as silk.
The sound of your voice...
Makes me feel rejoiced,
The curls of your hair,
Are full of glare,
You make me feel great,
Because you are so straight!
How can a man control such force?
With such beauty under its eyes,
A Goddess with extraordinary lips...
With just one word they are admirable.
A female with such gorgeous eyes,
That with a wink...
The stars would shut off their brightness,
A woman with lacy hair,
Softer than silk it self.
The woman I always admired...
The one with the biggest heart,
Big enough to love me,
After all that has happened...
Love me as well...
As I love her!
Today, everything went wrong my feelings are blurred...
The way I wanted to be was like if it was not supposed to...
The one that I wanted to see will never want to be,
I have been feeling some changes and some vibrations...
A certain vibration that tingles my corpse.
Corpse now because I am dead,
It was what I mostly feared,
Neither the treason nor the truth...
Even worst the solitude.
Solitude reigning in my soul again...
The dark blurry vision of not being able to be...
The shadowy path that lingers in my life...
Like an eternal demon just waiting to conquer.
My abundant soul...
I just do not know,
What to feel?
So confused and lost with no light in my path.
I know that what was there,
Should never be...
Regardless cannot be...
Nor deciding to change.
But the feeling of living,
The eternal love that consumes our souls,
Is what I felt...
I had not felt that in so long,
That I hate to remember...
Treason or fate,
Don’t know which one was it,
Love or lust?
Don’t know...
Which one to keep?
My soul points the fate...
My hearts chooses the love.
I have never been the greatest lover,
The heart shows more...
More than what the soul reflects.
The ridiculous fights,
The extreme jealousy,
The never ending desire...
The always wanting to share...
How strange would it be?
When will it just dissipate?
Not wanting to let it dissolve...
With the anger of wanting and desiring,
I must resist my desires...
I must control my feelings...
Keep my temper...
I have finally found what I had eternally seeked...
It has scattered in my own hands,
I wanted but, you turned away...
You don’t remember,
But I do...
You never even tried!
