MEANING

In this moment of my life,

I have chosen three things,

Three things to keep me alive...

Two are the things that give me meaning for life,

The third is what makes me believe in love.

My two children give me meaning to exist,

The third is you my love.

Today in the way we were was stupendous,

Feeling you in every way,

The deep kisses that had drunken me...

In such ecstasy,

Your beautiful body in all its grace...

Though of what happened,

I felt you so far away...

It was my entire fault,

I felt so stupid and so rejected,

I couldn't do anything,

The way you got scared of me,

It was your right to get that way...

I cannot judge you for that,

Don’t push me away...

I promise to make things better...

I just can’t do anything...

I put you again in a position,

A position that I never wanted to put you...

I know I can’t do anything to make things better,

I am so sorry of everything...

In what you felt...

In how you got...

I know that we must keep a distance.

But I must tell you...

You are the most magnificent being,

That has touched my soul...

My love to you has grown..

Into a fruitful tree...

I would do the impossible for you,

I love you with all my heart,

I give you...

My soul,

My life,

My universe,

Regardless with someone else...

She shall never take your place,

I feel responsible for many things that I have done towards you,

It has never been my intention to do certain things...

I am sorry for everything.

Also I thank you for what you have given me,

A new reason to believe in...

Believe in that one I can love!

Love with all the energy of this world,

The way I Love you!